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MRI, Piles of receipts and madness about to set in...

Thursday, February 28, 2008, 11:25 PM - Diary

Please send cloning technology!! I had my MRI for my knee yesterday, no results yet but I suspect everything is fine since I've been going about my daily abuse of my body (via workout) with no ill effects. The closed MRI machine is really LOUD, even with earphones -- anxiety-inducing loud, which is odd since I'm not prone to claustrophobia or anxiety in any way, shape or form. But being in that machine is a very odd sensation and not being able to move makes it even weirder! Plus, my knee felt like it was twitching every now and again during the scan. I'm kinda glad my head was outside the tube! It was the polar opposite of sensory deprivation!

Well, I'm off to prep tomorrow's update very quickly, then off to bed to sleep a few hours so I can begin the daunting task of rifling through 50,000 receipts from last year and the first quarter of this year to give my poor accountant tomorrow at 6. I can't believe I put this off until now (I even switched my meeting from this past Monday so I'd have more time). I'm gonna have to power through it tomorrow--thank god I only have one appointment and my trainer cancelled. It's almost 3AM now and I was on the go all day (shoot, session, training). I need 5 more of me. I thrive when I procrastinate though! I'll relax when I'm dead! Since it's now technically the 29th--Happy Leap Year!

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I love Holly & Staggee!!

Wednesday, February 27, 2008, 11:25 PM - Diary

As I sit here dying my blond eyebrows auburn, I bring you a photo:

Photo by Holly Randall. I love Holly! Full set coming to this site soon :) (Yes, my eyebrows and eyelashes are blonde even though I'm a natural brunette. it's a pain in the ass)

Here's some pics the very sexy Ellen Stagg took of me in January:

Also visit Stagg Street
I'll have more in my member's section soon too! You can also bid on my sexxxy Agent Provocateur stockings on AbiBids.com right now! I need to add more stuff there, as I've been lazy!

Knees Bees Knees Taxes Schmaxes

Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 11:26 PM - Diary

I went to the doctor today about my left knee that's been buggin' me for the past few days. Anyway, there doesn't appear to be anything horribly wrong with it, but just in case they're sending me for an MRI tomorrow morning. What the doctor expects is that my kneecap goes slightly off track--due to my outer thigh muscles being a bit stronger than my inner thigh muscles. So the solution is to send me to physical therapy. Which is funny, because this is the exact same problem I had as a ballet dancer and I went through the SAME physical therapy 10 years ago. LOL. Ballet destroys your body!!!!!!! The good news is I can just take Anti-inflammatories and still go to the gym. I'll just have to have my trainer alter my workout a bit to make my inner thighs stronger. My legs have always been really muscular, so I'm kinda not shocked this has happened again. Just cross your fingers that they don't find something awful on the MRI tomorrow! It just sucks though because I'm about to do a lot of traveling and I can't exactly see a physical therapist while I'm all over the place!!! I loathe having any sort of physical hinderance--it reminds me that I'm not super-human! BAH!

I'm working around the clock to get updates edited for while I'm traveling--it's a lot of great stuff! I'm crazy busy though since I'm pretty much booked up until I leave as well. Plus, I have to go through my pile of completely unorganized receipts for 2007 and the first quarter of 2008 to give my accountant on Friday. I keep putting it off because I just can't deal with it! I need to be more organized when it comes to that aspect of my business! Wish me luck!

Zips Fixed and blah blah blah :)

Monday, February 25, 2008, 11:27 PM - Diary

So, the zips for the last 2 updates have been fixed, sorry for any inconvenience. I'm trying to catch up with email and book all of my flights. I also need to pick out images to give to Steen for my new site tour I've been planning on getting done for something like 2 years now, lol! There's never enough time! I really need to be 16 people. Let's see...what else...over the weekend my left knee really started bugging me which bums me out. I have some knee issues now and again from my ballet days and I don't know what I did but it's just not right :( I go to the doc tomorrow so wish me luck--my biggest nightmare is not being able to be physically active and I've been working so hard at the gym the past few months that I think I'll lose my mind if something's really wrong! I've been working my butt off for San Fran and Europe and it'll suck if I can't continue that!!! RAH!

So I put them up today...

Friday, February 22, 2008, 11:27 PM - Members Updates

So I put up the 1st set of Zoe and me today--it was too hot, I couldn't resist :) Thanks to Steve for the Louboutins I'm wearing and thanks N for the L's I loaned to Zoe :) Enjoy!

Today and a pic of a future set...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008, 11:32 PM - Diary

Yay! I finished the Vegas diaries and now I have to do my LA in January diaries! Boo! Today I had to go to the dentist again. Major suckage. MAJOR. I hate novocaine and I hate drilling :( Then I worked on my site and had a pretty lackluster workout. Hrmph. Tomorrow will be better!

Anyway, here's a pic from an upcoming set I shot with Zoe Britton in January. Zoe told me that she hadn't worn latex in a ridiculously long period of time so me and Steen lubed her up and dressed her up in a whole lotta latex and I tossed her some Louboutins, and we proceeded to shoot the day away. One of my favorite makeup artists, Jennifer Corona was there working her magic and turning us into sirens. I used so much lube I could barely stand in my shoes--my feet kept trying to slide out! In fact, our clothing slid right off!

AVN Part 4

Tuesday, February 19, 2008, 11:33 PM - Diary

Almost done...

AEE/AVN Vegas Sat. Jan 12th

I was extremely tired and cursing the morning sun. I didn't have to be at the convention until the early afternoon but the 9AM call time for makeup totally sucked balls. Especially since I continued gambling for HOURS after I left Jet. Did I mention there was liquor? So, it was rough. Zoe was stuck with a 6AM call so it could have been worse!!!

Anyway, so me and Jamie made it to the convention a little worse for wear. By that point everyone had lost their voice. I called Zoe "patient zero" all weekend because she started it.

The convention was a lot slower as it was winding down and it ended early since everyone had to prep for the AVN Awards later that night. I pretty much looked like shit at the convention. Vegas takes a lot out of you--I usually just party all night/sleep all day when I'm there but not this trip! With both early and late obligations, there was no rest! So, I was feeling really worn out :( Also, I was missing the gym (I get all weird when I don't work out for a few days) since the Mirage doesn't really have a gym--they have this "sorta spa" with NO equipment and they charge you $50/day to use it. So, me and N really weren't feeling that. Anyway, my point is I was exhausted and a little sleep deprived which was making me almost incoherent. So, I headed back to the hotel, ordered room service and took a nap.

I felt a little better when I woke up but was a little nervous about making it through the whole night. I headed down for makeup and hair and then came back to my room to prep myself for the awards. I wore another brand new dress that N got me for Christmas--a Dolce & Gabanna super-tight form fitting dress tailored perfectly to my proportions. I paired them with another cute pair of Louboutins I scored on the cheap (well, relatively, lol) on ebay, lol. N wore the gorgeous Dolce & Gabanna suit I got him for Xmas--so it was cute--matching designers and we both wore Xmas pressies!

After we got dressed we all headed to the Strip Las Vegas suite to wait for our limo to arrive to take us over to Mandalay Bay. In my earlier posts I forgot to mention Nikki Rhodes--that girl had me cracking up all weekend--and it continued in the limo! We arrived at the awards and had to go through this massive path and weave our way through all of these people lined up around the convention center taking pics that I'm sure were trying to figure out if they'd ever seen any of us with a cock in our mouth. I thought it was really funny.

Anyway: The Awards--horribly boring. Really boring OMFG where is the bar boring. Supposedly the awards are going to be shown on Showtime (air dates at link) so, when they show clips of someone up for say..."best anal"...you'd expect to see the actual clips showing the "best anal". Nope. Everything was cut PG 13 in the clips. Yes, the sex awards and NO SEX was actually shown. If I was a fan and paid $250 I'd be a little miffed. The booze wasn't enough to keep us there so we left after about 20 minutes.

We were hosting the after party at Jet, so we headed over there and got the party rolling. We had TONS of fun! Booze a plenty! Making out with hot chicks! I also ran into my friend Mike who I kept missing all week, so he came up to our section with a bottle of Dom Perignon and a busty blonde named Montana. The rest of the evening is a blur....we closed Jet and then headed back over to see the awesome guys over at Revolution who had a whole section for us and the hugest fucking bottle of vodka I've ever seen. All I know is that it was gone by the time we were done with it. After we closed Revolution, a bunch of people headed back to party at the Palms since Mike had rented out an entire floor. We were tempted but it was something like 6AM and we had a noon flight back to NYC. I wanted to get laid and get some sleep! So that's what I did. Then we got up in the morning, dragged ourself to the buffet and headed home where it was raining so hard we had to wait an hour at the airport for a taxi into Manhattan! That started a week of feeling like crap--I was so sick I postponed my LA trip a few days...but the experience was worth it :)

Here's some pics (I look EXHAUSTED):

Because I forgot my camera I swiped some pics off the web:

AVN Part 3

Monday, February 18, 2008, 11:33 PM - Diary

I can't believe my memory is holding up so well! It's a little fuzzy tho...

AEE/AVN Vegas Fri. Jan 11th

Luckily I got to sleep in a little bit, which was nice because being in Vegas for 3 days had already taken it's toll! Me, Jamie Lynn & Zoe Britton were all working together at the Strip Las Vegas booth so I had a great day hanging out with my girls so it went by fast! I also ran into some familiar faces there like Jewell Marceau (who I still need to shoot with, I love her!) and Natalie Minx (who I also need to shoot with)! I did get jealous though, because they were all decked out in latex and fetish gear and I was wearing a wife beater and shorts :( I feel so odd being out and not dressed up! We conducted interviews with various people all day for Strip Las Vegas TV and Andrea Lowell interviewed me and the super-hot Celeste Star, which you can see if you go here and scroll down a bit.

After working the convention -- Nicholas, Jamie, Zoe and I were starving and in need of some decent food (the past few days were so hectic we didn't have time to eat very well) so we headed over to Japonais at the Mirage for some AMAZING Japanese food. James W, the webmaster from Suze.net also joined us later. Him and Nicholas totally bonded that weekend. James W is responsible for hooking me up with Suze & Holly Randall and the funny thing is I'd never met him in person until this trip! He's an old friend of Christine Kessler and when I told her that I really wanted to shoot with the Randalls but I was too chickenshit to contact them and I didn't wanna just go in on a casting day, she passed my photos on to Brian who had just started working there, who in turn passed them on the Holly and Suze, who called me to come in for Polaroids the next day. The rest is history!

I had to leave dinner a little early to go to my second makeup call for the party we were having at Jet for Strip LV's 2nd anniversary. Unfortunately, they were very behind so I got the green light for me, Zoe and Jamie to be able to do our own touchups, which meant we'd have more time to relax, drink and finish dinner.

The Jet party was hosted by Jesse Jane, who is adorable in person! I got all decked out in my leopard Louboutins (thanks James!) and a gorgeous Roberto Cavalli dress that Nicholas got me for Christmas that was tailored specifically for me. I looked hot. LOL. I also made out with A LOT of girls that night!
Pics

Tomorrow I'll post the Vegas wrap-up!

Not the rest of my Vegas/LA Diaries--Pics from today's shoot

Sunday, February 17, 2008, 11:34 PM - Diary

I promise I'll get back to recounting all of my January adventures on Tuesday. It's just been so busy this month! Plus, I needed to have a nice, relaxing Valentine's day! Anyway, March is gonna be crazy for travel--San Francisco, Germany and I think I might be taking a little detour in London as well :)

I'm glad to say that I've posted the first 2 sets from the big Beauty Bar shoot I did in December--it's been such a hectic past two months we just started editing that shoot now. More solo shots of me and Ruby Luster are being sorted through now and our first photo set together EVER is coming up in the next few weeks as well!

Anyway, I did a shoot today with one of my favorite and talented friends, Linh Nguyen. Here's some quick samples the photog sent me. It was crazy!

Photo: Marc Gong
Surprisingly minimalist hair by Linh Nguyen (it got bigger later)
Makeup by Chris Milone
Corset and jacket by Antiseptic Fashion

And this old outfit from Vex that I haven't shot in years:

More to come!

Saturday, February 9, 2008, 11:34 PM - Diary

I'm headed to PA for the day to visit some family--more on Vegas and my awesome time with the Strip Las Vegas crew when I get back on Sunday!

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