Read This First! 
MyFetishLife.net is my personal blog about my day to day life and my adventures inside and outside of the world of fetish, kink, modeling and bdsm. It's intended for adults over the age of 18. If you are not 18+, you've got to get the hell out of here. If you are an adult, I hope you enjoy a peek into my private life. If you want to see more, like all of my photo shoots in latex, corsets, heavy rubber, expensive lingerie, vintage stockings, and super-high heels, you'll have to join my website, DARENZIA.NET. And PLEASE COMMENT! I love feedback!



AbiBids Auctions back up/training! 
My auctions are all back up now after a server crash on AbiBids.com. I had to restart all of them, but you should be able to bid now :)

I need a massage soooo bad, a full spa day of pampering. I've been working out with my trainer every day for the past 2 weeks trying to kick ultimate ass. I will be hotter, dammit!
Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
Previews from this past weeks updates, auctions 
So, I'm finishing up my Euro diary so, check blog entries from earlier in the week for those (I'm working on finishing them up now, it's taken me so long to find time!). Anyway, I thought I'd give you all a look at this week's 3 photo updates!

On Monday I posted the entire Marie Antoinette set shot last year:


Shot by Shannon Brooke, Hair & Makeup by Jennifer Corona & Wardrobe by Versatile Fashions. I have the whole ensemble up for auction here along with some other goodies!

Wednesday's update is a naughty girl/girl set:


Shot by Christine Kessler, with Zoe Britton and hair/makeup by Jennifer Corona.

And Friday's set is a little different since it's got me posing with a dude, lol. I usually have a "no dudes" policy. Don't panic (or get too excited) I haven't switched to hardcore, lol. Alejandra convinced me to do this shoot by telling me that he'd be keeping his clothes on and that it would be shot like a fashion editorial with me getting naked in the end. Add on a vintage Thierry Mugler suit, a pair of classic Vivienne Westwood heels and an executive office that was procured under a bribe to the nightwatchman and I was convinced. So for all of you "corporate bitch" fetishists, here you go.




Shot by Alejandra Guerrero, with Viktor Phoenix, hair/makeup Gloria Noto.

Who wants to buy me a bunch of Mugler and Westwood? Gah, you'll gag over this Mugler show.

Oh yeah, and you should totally JOIN MY SITE to see everything I have to offer!
Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
Rest of Austin! 
Yesterday was the wedding. It was absolutely gorgeous! Nicholas had to wear a rented tux that didn't fit him quite right (we're suit snobs, lol) but he still looked adorable! He was so nervous about being the best man (I heard him practicing his toast speech in the shower, lol). I made sure I had the wedding rings all day so they wouldn't go missing!

I spent most of the day running errands and drinking bourbon and smoking cigars with the boys. The wedding was at sunset on the lake so it was absolutely gorgeous and the reception was a lot of fun. Of course, there was the obligatory bad wedding DJ music. I swear to god she played "the electric slide" and like 30 people jumped out of nowhere and did it perfectly and in unison! It was so odd!!! Who remembers how to actually do that!?!

Anyway, I proceeded to get tipsy but not too much, since my "filter" tends to go away when I get drunk. A bunch of us wound up hanging out late on our balcony overlooking the lake since we got a "noise complaint" at 1AM for hanging out in the courtyard (we really weren't that loud). LOL, a bunch of adults getting a NOISE COMPLAINT at a wedding complex--I mean N's parents were with us! It's always funny getting slapped on the wrist with YOUR PARENTS, lol. We think it was the creepy wedding party in the next building where apparently the bride and groom HAVEN'T EVEN KISSED YET. I mean, no sex before marriage is ridiculous enough--but no KISSING? Those people were like children of the corn--every time we walked by they would just be on their balconies, staring at us. So odd. But as for the not even KISSING before marriage - I can't imagine not test driving that shit. I imagine their wedding night sex lasted all of a satisfying 2 minutes, LOL.

Today, we packed our stuff up since we were spending our last night in downtown Austin. We got lunch with N's brother and new wife before they left for their honeymoon. After we went to the premium outlets in town where I proceeded to spend money I totally should not have. I did manage to get a proper purse from coach tho (I do this thing where I'll be dressed to the nines, in $1000 shoes, etc-but then I'll carry a $10 shitty, falling apart purse) and I picked up a belt that I had wanted from Burberry but I didn't buy before because it was $1000!!!! Let's just say it was A LOT cheaper. I was totally bummed they didn't have the long leather gloves I coveted all winter.

After a long day of shopping, we headed back to the hotel with N's parents to check in. Then we went out to a Mexican restaurant and had a great time. Me and N went back to our really nice room and curled up on the couch, where he's sleeping now. We fly home tomorrow afternoon!
Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
More Austin, pics, being sneaky 
Isn't it so sneaky of me to be posting these blogs pretending I'm actually doing it on time on the same day? LOL, I'm just trying to catch up (it's really the 20th now, BTW-HA!) Be sure to check the past couple of entries you might have missed :)

Anyway "today" the rest of N's family arrived in Austin--it's SO HOT here but still very lovely. I got to finally meet my brother in law, and at the same time my future sister in law! We all got along very well. N's got a cool family so all was good, his older brother is different in many ways, but the 2 have the same sense of humor so we hit it off. But I did have to curb my sailor talk since every other word out of my mouth is an "F-bomb" and I didn't want to set a bad example for my young nephew (omg! I'm an aunt! That's odd!).

Anyway, it was the wedding rehearsal and N was the best man, so I just helped out where I could and took in the beautiful lake view. Going there made me start to (kinda) want to plan my own small wedding. We did an elope/justice of the peace in NYC thing since I'm way too lazy to plan a wedding (and too busy!!!!). But I might just have to get off my ass and do a little something in the next year or two (I wanna wear a pretty dress!!!).

After the rehearsal we went to dinner with everyone and had a great time. I ate wayyyyy too much! The next 2 weeks I've gotta work my ass off to get back in shape for LA!!!

Here's a pic from today's update--shot in July 2006 during my Marquis cover shoots in LA. I had totally forgotten about this set because I was so tired and it was the last set after 2 days in a Valley heatwave. Michael Ninn was filming a movie in one of Sean's studios, so we went in after and took over the set, so I'm guessing very naughty things happened on that table. My piercing is gone now much to my dentist's delight :(



On Facebook, friends of mine have been posting like mad old, scary pics of me and them from years ago. Here's a pic of me and one of my best friends Jill (who was the sole witness at my wedding and the keeper of the secret until I blabbed). I think this is 2002. We used to get into a lot of bar brawls back then. We've since calmed down...


Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
In Austin, piccies, crap. 
We arrived in Austin this evening. It's really hot here but it's gorgeous! I was gonna do a quick shoot with Jill Rasco today with Angel Jagger doing makeup, but Jill had to cancel (we'll shoot sometime!!!).

It was cool though because Angel decided to come anyway and she brought her hubby. So we were both able to meet each other's significant others. We're both always working in LA and flying solo so we've never met each other's men before! We had some excellent Mexican (and several Margaritas!) and then headed to a bar for a bit to hang out. We had a great time and it's always awesome to have friends to meet up with in every city!

After dinner, Nicholas and I drove back to where we were staying (it was a hotel on a gorgeous lake where the wedding would be taking place). The hotel is on the outskirts of Austin, so it was pretty far away. On the way, it started raining sooooo hard and the lightning was out of control! The sky looked amazing :) When we were safely back in our room, we learned that we were driving about a mile away from a tornado!!!! I forget about crazy Southern weather!

Anyway, here's 2 pics from yesterday's update :)





I gotta say, I'm more than a little worried about the Get Smart! movie. I used to love love love that show when I was growing up. Steve Carell is cool and all, but I can't see him giving that same Don Adams smarmy schtick that made that show so fucking awesome. I mean, he's funny but I feel like it's just gonna be like watching "Steve Carell do Steve Carell" (I personally think Colbert would have been a better choice, but that probably has to do with my 5 year girl crush). I'm crossing my fingers it's not a cinematic abortion like The Avengers movie. Leather catsuits and boots couldn't even save that. Whew.

Last week was my friend Dani's 30th birthday at Beauty Bar here in NYC. She's one of my bestest friends (and she feeds my cats when I'm away even though one of them is psycho and likes to beat ppl up) and she's one talented makeup-artist. I wasn't feeling well that evening, but I couldn't miss the event! I'm glad I drug my ass out because I had so much fun and saw people I never get to see because we're all so busy! So, she sent me some pics :)

Me and Dani (she was much drunker than me by the time I showed up!)


The amazing and talented River Clark, Dani, Me, Nicholas, and OMFG!!! it's my long lost partner in crime Aprella!


A horrible pic of me (I look like some kind of mutant, shiny bobblehead with one cylon eye), but funny nontheless!


Also, in reference to a post I made a few weeks ago about sucky people who give away my work for free...a word of advice: don't use the same EXACT username you signed up for my site when you post my sets on trading sites and message boards. I mean, really--do you want me to find you and beat you (and not in a fun way)?
Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
Gearing up, Kanye West, etc. 
So, just taking a wee break from the Euro journal (put up a new entry yesterday too!) to talk about some recent stuff--I'm headed to Austin tomorrow for a family wedding--it's my first time in Texas! I have a feeling that 5 days in Texas are going to destroy all the hard work I've been doing at the gym, 'cause there's no gym where we're staying and I cannot resist barbecue and home-made food!

Tonight I was go-go dancing at the Absolut 100 Kanye West afterparty (he performed at Madison Square Garden with Rhianna earlier in the evening). It was totally crazy but a lot of fun! I kinda retired from doing go/go awhile back since I don't really have time (I used to do it a lot years ago at various events at the Mother nightclub and other venues on a regular basis) but I couldn't pass up a chance like this to shake my booty! It was me and 7 other girls dancing in shifts in these little dresses that Absolut gave us. I wore my AMAZING new DSquared shoes that I got so many compliments on. I cannot remember the last time I danced so much--it always surprises people when they see me in one context (fetish stuff) and then another (shaking my ass to hip hop) lol. They even had me dance extra when something came up. Anyway, it was jam-packed with celebs and security was tight--when I headed out after I was done the cops had blocked off the street and there were tons of people still trying to get in somehow! Oddly, there were a few people that recognized me there which was surprising, but really, really flattering! It's strange how the world gets smaller and smaller...
Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
Fetish Evolution continued... 
Saturday, March 22nd

We had a very late night partying and the jet lag was taking it's toll BIGTIME! I'm generally a nocturnal person but I'm trying to get out of that because I think it's starting to be VERY counter-productive, not to mention I don't think it's good for my general well-being. That said, it's hard when you're traveling and up late to say no to staying up even later!!! I'm not good at that!! So, I missed the expo on Saturday. From what I know, most of the other models did too, so I don't feel quite as bad. I kinda regret it now though, as I should have taken the opportunity to network a little more. It's sometimes hard to differentiate between work-time and play-time because for us fetish gals they're tied so closely together--it's hard to stay focused!!! :( I managed to make it to the rehearsal for HW Design only because Nicholas made sure he found out where I had to be. Without him, I probably never would have made it!

That night me and Paul were hosting the "pre party" (the night before was the "play party", although every night was "play"!) for Fetish Evolution. We intro-ed the acts again and just hung out partying with everyone. I got a little nasty (good nasty, mind you, LOL!!!!). I wore my brand-new Vex lilac ensemble and got tons of compliments because Laura rocks!!!! Of course, I said I'd go to bed early, but everyone stayed up until breakfast!

Sunday, March 23rd

I made it to the expo with about an hour to spare, so I got to meet a few people and did a fitting for an HW catsuit and hung out with their crew for a bit. I met some other talented designers as well. I always feel like a dork when I meet designers and the like at shows--as in "who the hell am I and how the hell did I get here?". It's weird. I can be loud, confident and social and I can also occasionally get very timid, unsure and insecure. I'm an odd woman.

Later that night was the Nuit Bizarre Dinner & Party with me and Paul at the helm once again. Jean Bardot bathed herself while encased in a rubber catsuit while diners watched. Anastasia Pierce did an awesome and sexy solo act. I had a ton of fun playing off of Paul. He's really such a great charismatic co-host. I couldn't have asked for anyone better! I did my Max Raabe "Sex Bomb" routine with Ruby Luster--which went ok despite some technical difficulties (also I don't think we can top the performance we did at Fetishcon!) -- both my CDs weren't playing (I always bring backups!)!!! So after some false starts, we finally did it--the stage was very tiny so it was hard to act it out fully but people seemed to enjoy it so that's all that matters!

After that, more friends and party people trickled in and I put on my new hot pink Vex ensemble :) At the end of the night Ruby and Emily Marilyn did an impromptu suspension/bondage scene with Peter Ackworth (of Kink.com) fame. It was absolutely gorgeous and intense! I think it was without a doubt the highlight of the evening!

After we left the venue, we all decided to wake up Steen and Bob K, who had retired earlier. Best idea ever. We drug them outta bed and down to the hotel bar, where us and lots of other people partied until the wee morning hours! I'm lucky to have such amazing people I can call my friends!

Pics below from Martin Perreault, Digital-Xtreem & Eros Arts

Ruby, Bianca, me & Emily


Me & Paul


Drinks


Me & Nicholas


Me & Paul


Jean plays with her Duckie


Me & Ruby


Me & Ruby


Ruby, The Richard, Me and my nipple. Best facial expression ever.


The nipple asked for it!

Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
More Euro Tales 
I guess when I last left off, we had basically just arrived in Germany where I was hosting Fetish Evolution...so here goes what I can remember!

Friday, March 21
This was the first official day of the event. I was totally nervous since it's one of my absolute favorite events and I'd never hosted something of that magnitude, and it was a total honor. Sometimes I can get a little shy in public (I know, surprising, right?) so I wasn't sure how well I'd do. It's kinda hazy what I did during the day--I'm pretty sure we were still really jetlagged and hungover, so I recall sleeping a lot of the day away. The first few days when I get to Europe are always the hardest because for some reason it takes me a really long time to get my internal clock back on track. I'm pretty sure I hit the gym since I had a week of wearing skin-tight latex ahead of me!

Anyway, the first event was the Models and Makers party, held at the hotel. I lubed up and slid into my brand new hot pink latex dress custom made by Vex and a pair of Louboutins, and N. put on his gorgeous suit I got him for Xmas. It was nice seeing all of my old friends and fellow lovely models and catching up with Peter and Bianca from Marquis--and of course getting a little tipsy! My co-host for the weekend, Paul Nathan and I did an intro and welcome at the party, and I met a lot of GORGEOUS new models who came up to me and said hello. I swear to god the girls entering the biz get more and more beautiful every year. I love Europe because everyone really goes all out. It's surprising because here in NYC, it's so much tamer than it was when I used to go out to events years ago. It makes me sad :( Hardly anyone goes all out anymore!

Anyway, we headed down to the hotel bar/restaurant for a little bit to get some food and hang out before we headed to the club event. Had some fun with Steen and Bob, and Paul had a table reserved so we could eat (basically until this point I was living on powdered Myoplex I had brought with me because Germany likes to make me fat, and I try to avoid that, lol). At this point, Ruby and Emily arrived and joined us for some food, followed by the always amusing Tony Mitchell!

After we ate, we piled into the shuttlebus and headed to the venue. The venue was gorgeous, there were violinists playing classical music, some delicious nibbles, great drinks and of course some fine debauchery! Me and Paul introduced the performances, and I had a lot of fun with the hubby and met a lot of really cool fans. At the end of the night, I got a little crankypants because I was still very tired, tipsy and wanted to get my orgasm on. But, we got back to the hotel and it was all good...

With Steen (I give good head)


Molesting Ruby


Ruby, Me (molesting Tony) and Emily


Anastasia Pierce gets voyeuristic


I love Kip (and racking up $600 international roaming Blackberry bills)


Bianca Beauchamp's assets


Apparently, bald men have all the fun...(photos below by Martin Perreault)


One drunk ass girl

Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
Thanks and love! 
Thank you, Fleshbot for featuring me and the new tour! I love you guys too! Know what else I love? All of my wonderful members--both old and new and...BATTLESTAR GALACTICA. Me-fucking-ow. Oh how I neglect thee, dear diary. Such tales I have to tell you...
Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe
Hey! 
Check out my brand new site tour that Christine Kessler created for me! It's rad! Ok, Euro diary will continue tomorrow :)
Darenzia.net--check out my membership site for even more exclusive material!
All images and content on MyFetishLife.net & Darenzia.net are © Darenzia Inc. Unauthorized use prohibited.

[ add comment ]   |  [ 0 trackbacks ]   |  permalink  |  Share/Bookmark   |  Subscribe

<<First <Back | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | Next> Last>>