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Yesterday & Party Tonight! 
Great Adventure was awesome :P My hubby rocks!

Getting a Gold Flash Pass when you go is soooooooooo worth the cost. You basically get to be a douchebag and skip to the front of the lines all day. I felt like Eric Cartman.

At the end of the night it was amazing because we were able to ride the American Scream Machine by ourselves repeatedly. LOL. Our observation? The last car is PAINFUL and really really fast. The front car is much less painful and does this weird slowing thing before each loop. Riding a coaster with just 2 people is a whole different experience and slightly scarier.

It's awesome until you decide to ride Nitro again as the last ride of the night and it somehow flies off your body and you get charged $250. LOL We could have rode that one repeatedly too, but we were coastered-out by that point.

The new coaster Kindga Ka was soooo fucking fast--note to self: take out face spike before boarding next time. I thought my face was gonna rip off.

Tonight is my birthday thang at Rated X starting at midnight. Just mention me or Michael T. at the door for reduced ($5 or $7 depending on when you get there). My comp list closes at 6PM.
Luke & Leroy
21 7th ave south & Leroy St.

Also, miss MST3K? Then you'll loooooove Rifftrax!
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Come celebrate my birthday in NYC this Saturday & Tuesday! 
I know this is last minute but I'm doing at birthday thang at Rated X this Saturday June 23rd starting at midnight. Mention me or Michael T. at the door for reduced ($5 or $7 depending on when you get there)

It's also pride weekend and so the theme this week is "Saturday Night Panty Fever". LOL Clicky for all the info:


Rated X @ Luke & Leroy
21, 7th ave south & Leroy St.
Doors 10pm/21 & Over

I'm also doing something on my actual birthday, Tues. June 26th at "The Factory" @ Lotus (this party is UPSTAIRS, not downstairs like Loaded Saturdays)
409 West 14th Street
No Cover--just say "Formika" at the door. We're gonna have din din there earlier but I think performances and shiz starts at 11PM.....I'll have more info later on that

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BAH! And pics and crap...weekend birthday stuffs... 
Ugh, so I had Monday and Wednesday's updates all edited and the files sitting open in Photoshop ready to be watermarked and saved last night. I was tired so I went to sleep, figuring I'd just do it after my shoot in the afternoon. WRONG. We did a shoot here in my apartment and the lights flipped a circuit breaker and my computer crashed. With all files unsaved. So, I get to do that all over again! RAH! So, that might have to wait until AFTER my shoot today :( 5 hours LOST!!!!!

Me & the boy are gonna rent a car on Friday I think and head to Great Adventure for the day as it's the start of my birthday celebrationsssssss!

I might be doing a birthday thang at Rated X this Saturday but I'm being all wishy/washy about it. I might opt to do something on Tuesday at Michael/Formika's new thing at Lotus, which is on my actual birthday--although that might conflict with those who unlike myself--have day jobs. All I know is that if I don't tell Michael T what I want to do tomorrow he's gonna slap me silly. I can't believe it's the end of June already, this month's really flown by. I wanted to plan a party out more--but time seems to be a luxury this summer :(

In good news, the cats don't hate each other anymore, just like that-it's all fine. It would have been nice, however to not have had to spend $500 just to find out that my cats are fucking douchebags. HAHAH Bastards.

Anyway, to make this post worthwhile here's some pics.

Taken in March by Emma Wilcox
Makeup by Jennifer Corona
Latex by Atsuko Kudo



A quick edit taken on the 9th
By Nicholas
Makeup by Dani Fonseca
Latex by Vex



As for behind-the-scenes --- some crazy girl came over and ate my assssssssss:

(ok...so it was Marke and Syren D'Mandz)

Also, don't I look like I'm gonna eat your brain here?


Photo Suze.net

Being that I have a shoot later this morning where I have to look like a 22 year old I should probably go to bed.
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Updates, Sopranos, cats 
Don't fret-Mon and Weds. updates coming today...

By Richard Avery
This is the shoot I where I decided it was time to retire those stockings :( I loved them and Agent Provocateur no longer makes them :(

Anyway...as for the Sopranos finale--I LOVED the ending. LOVED IT. Seems the majority of viewers are pissed. I think it calls for some imagination and intuitiveness on the part of the viewer, so it's kinda not surprising so many people loathed it. The last 2 seasons were so existential, I think ending it any other way would have sucked. The only thing that blows is now I can't get fucking Journey out of my head.

In crap news: My cats are literally trying to kill each other for no real reason. I'm about to have a nervous breakdown. It's mainly Fritz and Petey vs. Snappy and contrary to popular belief (among anyone who has been to my house) that Snappy is a bad ass, he's actually terrified and is usually a figurative "pussy" around other cats which means his ass is getting seriously kicked.

This started on Sun. night when I went to feed them. The cats always circle around my feet when I'm trying to feed them, this time resulting in me tripping and lightly stepping on Fritz' paw accidentally, which caused a clusterfuck chain reaction of cats attacking each other violently (as well as my foot).

This is NOT TYPICAL.

Me and Nicholas then had to separate them after we broke them apart because F & P tried to double team Snappy.

Now, since then they just lurk around all fucking paranoid and I have to keep S. separate because the other two will attack him and won't back down. Douches!

All 3 are male cats, neutered. I have had S since he was 3 months old--13 years, I have had the others (litter mates) for about 10 years. Besides occasional little fights, this has NEVER happened. We are usually one big happy family.

Despite being a wimp, S has always been the dominant cat, but lately P is exibiting more bullying behaviour (as well as becoming more social with guests, usually he is just skittish with people besides me and N.), so I dunno if that has to do with anything. F is usually S' bitch, but since the fight he seems to be P's sidekick. They were all neutered very young, don't spray, don't go outdoors...

I dunno if I should just let them duke it out horribly until S gets the balls (um, well "figuratively") to reassert his dominance or keep them separated. Letting them fight also scares me though because if S decides to kick ass, he's twice their size, STRONG AS HELL and can fell a grown man, so I would hate to imagine what he could do to another animal's neck.

Anyway, Snappy goes to the vet this morning to make sure he's not sick. I hope my guy's ok!!!!!!
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Check me out on DVD & notes from Tuesday night!!! 
A couple months ago, I shot a movie for Peach DVD called "Lesbionage 2". In it, I make out with hot chicks and use my dubious acting "skills" to play a sexy spy hellbent on revenge. So, if you like hot chicks and camp--go check out the trailer and get the DVD!



I haven't seen the final movie yet, but I noticed there's a blooper reel on the DVD which ALONE should be worth the price! This shoot was tons of fun because I was reunited with Jon and Amber White from Gwen Media. who I always love working with and all the girls were fabulous. I can't wait to do it again!

Tuesday night I worked and performed at a private corporate event here in NYC. This was where the event was held, in Penthouse B. Real Estate like that in NYC makes me want to cry.
Heated rooftop pool/garden? Those views? Kill me now!!!!!!!

Anyway, it was good to see Emily M and DeeDee last night, as they were also working at the event. We all went to 7A in the wee hours to get some grub. It's so weird to see West Coast friends in Manhattan since a lot of other models from LA (esp. Emily) don't really travel to NYC to work. I liked having people on "my turf" for once!

Everyone last night kept asking if me and Emily were sisters--which is fine and dandy because she's hot as hell (and it's a compliment to me to say we look similar!), but we really don't look that much alike (plus, she's like 4" taller than me!). We do have the same hairstyle and were wearing similar black dresses and were the only brunettes, and happened to both have red lipstick on -- which I think confused everyone since pretty much all of the other models were tan & blond! We had a great time though!

Also, all night people told us we look like Dita. Really, we don't. Seriously, every dark haired girl with fetishy tendencies doesn't look like Dita. It's just as ridiculous as saying something like "all *enter racial group here* people look a like", or that all big-titted blondes look like Pam Anderson. I mean, she's hot but we honestly look nothing like her facially. But it is crazy that Dita's managed to pervade the mainstream consciousness in the past few years, because before that the common comparision to that look was always Bettie Page. So--go Dita!!!! It's nice when someone who was once a "fetish secret" makes it big in the mainstream!
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Parent-proofing, birthday, pic... 
My parents arrive this morning so I've got to parent-proof the house. It's not like they don't know what I do or disapprove--it's just little things like--since they stay in our spare bedroom, which serves as our office--they don't need to be privy to Nicholas' "Darenzia naked, Darenzia undressing Ancilla, Darenzia making out with girls, Nicholas in a latex sailor suit looking kinda gay" screensaver. Or the hitachi magic wand I inexplicably have on my desk, or the dildo in the dishwasher from Saturday's performance.

Ya know, the little things.

My birthday is June 26th. Here's how I feel about that:



Outtake from Junker Designs shoot with Holly West & Angel Jagger, when I discovered they gave me Jim Beam instead of Jack Daniels. MOTHERFUCKERS!!!
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New set on Suze.net 
I can't believe May is already over--this year is flying by!!!

New set on Suze.net!
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Back from Fetish Factory Weekend! 
Me and the boy are back from Ft. Lauderdale and we had a blast, but we are very exhausted!

My performances went really well thanks to everyone involved--massive thanks to Ruby Luster, Perish, Mara Mars + Nicholas!

Thanks to Glenn, Donna & Rebecca of Fetish Factory for bringing me out!

Getting a cab to the airport at 8AM yesterday was ROUGH on zero hours sleep! Next year, we decided that we'll extend our trip for a while after the parties and go to Miami Beach or something for some R&R.

More later....
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Ankle woes, pics & performances 
So, I was eating with the boy at a restaurant in SoHo on Sunday and went up to go to the bathroom and slipped and fell on something wet on the floor. AWESOME. I trip all the time, but hardly ever actually FALL. If there wasn't something on the floor in the first place I'd be ok.

So, the story is, I sprained my ankle and am in a ghey-ass soft cast thing and look retarded. Not to mention I have 2 performances in Florida on Saturday (come see me at the Fetish Factory 12 Year Anniversary Party Saturday night!), for which I'll just be cutting the fucker off and hoping for the best. Wish me luck!!! LOL!

At least it's not broken! Thank god my ballet training left me with strong ankles!

Apparently it was stupid of me to go to the gym right after I fell, but you can't ever make me do/not do something if my mind is already made up because I am a stubborn motherfucker.

Nicholas is so sweet though, taking care of my foot with ice all last night and working from home so he could take me to the doctor on Monday!

Here's a pic from Friday's update!




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Busy busy... 
From today's update...

By Richard Avery, Makeup by Jennifer Corona. LA, March 2007
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