I just made about 5 new blabber entries that I backdated, so be sure to go back and check 'em out!
I'm getting sick of blue hair--I see a change in the force. I give it a year, we'll see--it's just such a pain in the ass!!
In other news, had a kick ass 10 hour shoot with Aaron Hawks today. I keep doing these marathon sessions lately--it's nice to be inspired.
I keep fucking injuring myself during these photoshoots and I still have a teeny scar on my ass from a shoot I did on the Frying Pan (an old rusty boat in Manhattan that's now a nightclub) 2 months ago!!!
Today, I electrocuted myself for a good 15 seconds or so whilst teetering ON TOP of a freight elevator that was on the ground floor while I was on the seventh.
We crawled onto the roof of his friend's warehouse in Crooklyn and broke into the elevator mechanics chamber where I walked in 6" heels over rusty metal slats while the elevator sat 7 stories below (on second thought we should have put the elevator on the 7th floor in case I fell, lol).
ANYWAY, I'm up there naked save for some stockings fisting a watermelon (I shit you not), covered in goo......when I lean back to rest my wet hand on something.....
and vibrate vibrate vibrate shock shock shock....
I placed my hand in the wrong spot!!!!!!
HAHAH I kinda liked it.
Aaron's all "Darenzia, Darenzia, SHIT!!!' and I'm fucking laughing.
All the stuff we did today is gonna be kick-ass!!!!!
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On Sunday, I got to fulfill one of my fantasies--I got to be in an elaborate Erté inspired shoot. It was absolutely breathtaking and a ton of work, I am thrilled to be surrounded by so many creative and talented people who have the ability to make dreams flesh!
Me and River Clark had been talking about collaborating for about a year--and just now finally had the chance--the same with Danielle, an amazing body painter and makeup artist. I'm so happy to call these two great artists my friends!
Danielle's friend and innovative hair stylist Chuck Olson did things with my hair I never thought possible and our friend LJ assisted with the makeup. It took nine hours to body paint me and glue on 1,000 Swarovski crystals & pearls. I cannot wait to see the results of this shoot and I'm sure you can't wait either!!!! I believe it will be one of my best!!!!!
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So 7/9 was the last night at Opaline for the Rated X party (run by Michael T & Theo of Motherfucker). I swear to god the only reason the Motherfucker crew hires me is to get to Nicholas!!! Within minutes of arriving Peppermint Gummybear (one hot ass drag queen) recruited him for her drag show where she and two other queens basically stripped him down and groped him. I'm a fucking BEARD. LOL!!!
Seriously, last time I worked Motherfucker I was like DOG MEAT until Nicholas entered the room. It's the fucking GAY AGENDA I tell ya!!!! I kid, I kid--I love those guys!
I love that party so much, our crew danced our asses off all night long and we even got our friend Rich to strip naked for their Hot Body contest. He didn't win, but damn--that took BALLS!!!! HA!!!
SHIT!!!!! That party's gonna find a new venue--it's wayyyyyy too much fun!
I had to behave myself that night, as I had to be up early for a big shoot the next morning!
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My birthday party on June 25th was off the HOOK!!! The party was raging until 10AM on my actual birthday the 26th!!!
It was truly one of the best house parties we've ever thrown. Thanks to EVERYBODY who made it such a memorable evening--now I know why we only throw house parties every 6 months or so--the next day is hell!!! *OUCH!* So many people came from NYC and out of town I was really surprised and touched. I got some great gifts, and my friend Albert surprised me with this Boris Skvirsky print I've wanted for YEARS--it's my fav of the 4!!!
Around 2AM, everybody greeted me with a group gift--apparently Nicholas set up a "boob fund" donation link for my upcoming surgery and a whole bunch of my friends contributed to it!!! HA!!! My friend Jill presented the gift to me in an oversized bra with two ballons that held everybody's name inside who was part of it! Funniest shit ever!!!! HAH!
It was such a great night!!!!! Of course, nothing can top my birthday last year when Nicholas proposed marriage to me on a rowboat in the Central Park lake. I love you, baby!
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Friday, June 3rd: Night Out on the Town
Not wanting to go to any of the events on Friday, I decided to get the troops together for dinner and a night out on the town. The first stop was one of my favorite restaurants, Chow Bar in the West Village. So many of my good friends were in from out of town so we wound up taking over the restaurant! Me, Nicholas, Isobel Marion & Genesha, Aprella & David, Storm & Andy, Pia & Perish, Feisty Diva & Tim, Scott Lanes and John from Madame Khufu were all in attendance in a huge table in the back room. Many of us were OBLITERATED before we even got to the restaurant--and those who weren't soon caught up!
Luckily, the staff at Chow Bar knows how to deal with a rowdy crew like us--they kept bringing the sauce and we kept drinking it!!!! I don't even remember dinner--there were tits on the window during smoke breaks, Genesha betting Nicholas $20 to down a Manhattan in one shot (which he did twice--and the drinks are STRONG there), me crawling under the table, and all other sorts of shennanigans that would have gotten most people kicked out of such a nice restaurant. All the other tables around us seemed highly amused! Later on things got nuts outside the restaurant, David was doing the running man in the street, Pia was punching Genesha in the balls while Nicholas rode him....I don't think I need to say any more!
We decided that we weren't ready to end the night there so I attemped to try to hail a taxi for like 30 people and when that became obviously impossible, I threw myself on the hood of a limo (HAHAH) and Scott negotiated with the driver to take us to Otto's Tiki Bar, downstairs from my old apartment on 14th Street. The limo driver had NO IDEA what he was in for...but I won't write about that here!!!!
We arrived at Otto's where (I didn't realize it until we got there) there was a deathrock/punk night going on, so even more people I knew were out partying!
When I tried to get out of the limo, my heel BROKE OFF of my shoe!!!!!! HAHAHAH!!! So I hobbled inside with everyone and got another drink and sent Nicholas and John (who had to drop his bags off anyway) to our apartment to get me some shoes....but!!!!!! Nicholas was so drunk he forgot them!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!
Anyway, the night got crazier from there, and turned into a freakazoid group grope session. I have no idea how many of my friends I made out with! HA! People were slapping each other in the face and daring others to punch 'em in the stomach. You better BELIEVE that Saturday HURT!!!! BEST NIGHT OUT IN NYC IN A LONG FUCKIN' TIME!!!
Saturday, June 3rd
All of us wound up going to SMack! that night, very late since we were all up until dawn the night before. This year's party was in a small venue and it was really, really cramped in there and LOUD, so I wasn't really diggin' it that much. We all prolly stayed for about 2 hours before we took off in a big group and headed over to Veselka for some tasty nosh. I think we all knew that we couldn't top the previous night's festivities! Last year's Fetish Marathon was a lot of fun, but I gotta say I think this year's event line up wasn't as exciting (or maybe I'm getting jaded). I'm really glad we did our Friday night get together on our own or I would have honestly been really disappointed with the whole thing. One good thing about it was that it got a lot of my good friends all in NYC at the same time!
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This
is not the top you should wear to go-go for hours on end sweating your ass off. I made this mistake at this past Motherfucker on July 3rd!!See, what happens when latex gets hot and sweaty -- it expands.
This means that it slides down and your fucking tits pop out every 5 seconds.
Good for tips tho.
One photographer chick kept putting dollars in her mouth and wanted me to use my mouth to take them. That's fucking disgusting in a "Do you know how dirty money is? I don't want the hep!" kinda way. The fact that I had soaking wet dollars in my knickers should attest to the fact you should never put money in your mouth, or rub it on your crotch for that matter, lol.
Point #2 why you should never put cash in your mouth:
I put 2 dollar bills in my top to cover my nips because I felt like a slag (lol) and it appears that I had an allergic reaction to the money as I got hives all over my boobs! Yummy. HAHAHAHA
It was such a fun night though--lots of friends of mine came out!!!! There was one bouncer at Spirit who got a little too obessive though and WOULD NOT leave the front of my gogo box all during my second set. He just stood there like a guard dog, fucker got me less tips being all scary-like My best friend Jill touched my leg at one point and he was ready to bounce her--LOL!!!!! She was like "that's one of my best fucking friends, beyotch!!!". I even had to intervene. HAHAHAHAHA. Fucker. I was like "whoa, um...like...that's my fiancé standing right over there, buddy. Plus, it's not like the Motherfucker crowd gets all out of control, LOL.
HAHA, MEN!
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Here's the report I wrote about this year's German Fetish Ball on Eros Zine--it just went live today! If you want a more in-depth description of what else I did in Berlin, look back at some of my older blabber entries. I'd like to thank Martin Pelzer for the photos that accompany my article and Eros Zine for not putting pics of me in it this time (I think it's SOOOO cheesy when there's pics of yourself in an article you've written, but that's just me!!!!).
Now, I PROMISE I'll finish my NYC Fetish Marathon report this week as well so you guys can read about it here!
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I'm talkative this week so I've backdated some entries so be sure to click on all the blabber links I've posted this week!
Thursday, June 2nd: The Black and Blue Ball
I arrived at Webster Hall around 6PM--there weren't too many people around but I ran into a few people immediately--Aprella & David, Storm & Veritee Hill (who's show I was in).
Upon arriving at the venue, it was BLISTERING hot, which would become a theme for the whole party. It was so hot I apparently am an ass and didn't recognize a few people I had met before--bad me!! Blah! We sat around for a bit while others began to trickle in, out of town friends Isobel Marion & Genesha, Apnea, Angela Ryan, Pia, Perish, Feisty Diva & Tim & Laura from Vex (the second show I was in)--Laura also brought me my new red and black polka dot custom outfit!
After a bit of hanging out, Veritee's team started on my hair and makeup -- the theme was 1920/30's jazz age (my favorite era) so they Erte'd me up! We were also wearing feather headpieces by ISanti Azul--mine was a beautiful peacock number that came down a bit over my face and outlined my right eye. Sometime during my makeup application, Nicholas showed up (he was in the Vex show) and after hair/makeup and run through--me, him and Angela took off to Cosmic Cantina for some Mexican food since we had plenty of time before the shows. HAHA Angela ordered nachos and they just gave her a plate of chips and unmelted cheese!!! WTF!!! LOL!
After food, we headed back to the venue, where the party had already started. I attempted to get into my new dress, but it was just soooo crowded and hot backstage I gave up and just waited to do the first show, which went SO well. Veritee's clothing is just that amazing, I felt quite regal in that gown and corset with peacock feather accents. I'll have to borrow it for a proper shooting! The show was set to live jazz music and was the classiest show I've ever been in! I can't wait to see pics from it! EVERYONE looked so gorgeous!!!!
Immediately after that show, a bunch of us had to get undressed and go over to the opposite side of the stage to get ready for the Vex show. I entertained the thought of putting my dress and pasties on and wandering around the event, but decided to head out and get a drink in my jeans-HA! A drink, quick stroll around -- thought about dancing for a bit, but the woman on stage just kept talking....and talking....and talking...it was ridiculous!!! We gave up and headed back to get ready for the show.
Rush, rush, rush--we didn't have a proper rehearsal earlier so the show was a bit of a mess, but I don't think that was evident to the audience or anyone who didn't know how the show was supposed to go. They cued the lights and music too early and cut out one of the songs so we ran out of music during the mini performance me, Storm and a few others were doing with Persephone, so when the music ran out, we had to improvise!! (The DJ could have helped us out and played more music, but no...HA!) We all looked great so that's all that matters!
After the show I finally managed to get into my dress, explore and hang out for a bit. I have to admit it was pretty boring and the heat made it hard to relax and have fun, which was disappointing since last year's ball was so excellent! I think it's more the venue's fault than the Ball's. Still, I managed to have fun, but no one really stayed too long after the shows, and Nicholas had to work the following morning, so we headed out around 3AM. I'd like to thank Carrie and Leda for involving me in the event. Next year, different venue and AC, please!!! I guess I'm just biased about Webster Hall, that place just has some sort of bad energy, which is a shame since it's a beautiful venue! Spirit, last year's venue was just SO great! I also was backstage almost the entire party, so I wasn't really able to get much of a feel for it--it sucks when that happens! At least I had good friends back there with me!
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Sunday, May 15th
The day of the main event!!! Since I was a BAD girl and stayed up too late the night before and I got lost on the way -- I was about an hour late for my 11AM rehearsal for the Savage Wear show. So me and Nicholas headed to the venue on the S Bahn and arrived around 12. Nicholas also had to stick around for the Vex rehearsal, since he was in that show. It's nice to be able to travel and model together!
After rehearsal, we were tired and hungry so we took the S Bahn back to where we were staying, but it seems I drank too much water at rehearsal and had to pee sooo badly, I couldn't hold it for the entire walk back to the apartment, so I crawled into some bushes to do my business discreetly--only--to my horror, Nicholas was like "UM...you're hitting your pantleg!!!" So, yeah I'm an asshole who peed all over my pant leg trying to be slick--thank god home wasn't far away!!! I was MORTIFIED, but hey, you gotta laugh at yourself! LOL!!!!
So, after I got back and changed my pants (lol), we got some excellent pizza from a little place near the U Bahn station. It was sooo good--it sucks we didn't discover it until the last day! Then a quick nap and we headed back to the venue so I could get my makeup done and prepare for the show.
Everyone was there-- it was such a great night! The Savage Wear show went great and I still can't believe they trusted me and Audra with fire during it!!! I'm amazed I didn't light my hair on fire! Anyway, I have a short video of the show and some pics I'll post soon! Alex from Savage is so sweet and her clothing is amazing, every piece in the show was so unique!
The highlight of the evening for me though was dancing my ass off in the backroom to Allen TG and Tiziano's DJing--so much fun but so hot!!! We had to stop dancing we were soaking wet back there!
We were pretty exhausted from the whole week (everyone was), so no after party this time, instead we headed back to the apartment and hung out with Kumi & her man and the Ritual Rome gang. The next afternoon, we headed to the airport and started our trek home!
Thanks so much to Rene & Temkin for such a great event and Martin & Anna for letting us stay!
Monday, May 16th
Me and Nicholas had to get to the airport early to change our flight (we decided to skip Austria and leave 3 days earlier from Berlin). We were soooo exhausted! It was funny though because on the way to London we ran into some of our British friends equally as hung over!!!! When we got to Heathrow, we did a bit of shopping since we had a 3 hour layover. We were flying British Air and they just kept bringing us sparkling wine -- before we knew it we were WRECKED and laughing hysterically at Meet the Fockers (I don't have any idea if it was actually funny or if we were just drunk!). Thank god the flight was empty. At one point we both snuck into the bathroom.....
ANYWAY, at one point we passed out and when I woke uo to get off the flight my one shoe was broken in HALF!!!! How the hell I did that on a plane I have no idea. It wasn't just the heel that broke off--the WHOLE SHOE broke in half!!! HAHA when I got through customs, I opened my bag and just got out a new pair!
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Saturday, May 14th
The second day of the Expo was much busier and I wore my new Vex burlesque outfit, which was a huge hit! Ran into fellow Americans Aprella, Apnea & Philip -- I was wondering where they'd been since I hadn't seen them yet--my poor Aprella had gotten bumped off her flight and got in a day later than planned!
Apparently my outfit was popular since everybody was stopping me to take photos and I met a lot of German fans--it's so weird when people recognize me!!! Anyway, me and Tony M. wound up taking some snaps of me holding a BEAUTIFUL (and $$$!!!) handmade whip with a corseted handle that was shaped like a stiletto for the magazine. I can't remember the name of the whip company but it should be in the next issue. We were a bit taken aback at how PUSHY they whip people were though, me and T. were like "Whoa, those guys need to settle down if they want to do good business!!!" Seriously, great products but a little too overbearing and presumptuous for my taste--kinda like used car salesmen!!!!! I'm SURE T. will have something witty to say about them!
I also did a quick little shoot with Ronny Thiele as well, and I've seen one shot and it's great--we'll have to do a proper shoot sometime!
Got to see Sway & Norman again and a lot more old friends from last year. Right after the Expo, we had a rehearsal for the Savage Wear show the following night.
It was raining really hard after the expo closed and was getting to be around 9 and we were all STARVING, so me, Nicholas, Aprella, Apnea and Philip eventually managed to hail a cab and head over to the neighborhood near their hotel to get some food (with 4 vegetarians, it's kinda difficult!). We finally found a Chinese restaurant and CHOWED down! After dinner, everyone was tired except me and Nicholas so we headed back to our place to get ready to go to the party at the White Club in Berlin (part of the German Fetish Ball)--by then it was almost midnight.
First, the club was REALLY far away and it's not really even a club! It's a bit more like a private residence set up for kinky parties, S&M orgies and videos, so at first we had NO IDEA what to expect. There was no dancefloor, which confused a lot of people, expecting a dance night. Things at first were starting to look bleak on the top floor, but we soon learned that everyone was downstairs. Whew!!! It would have sucked to take a 30 Euro cab to a party that none of our friends were at!!! We all just drank and talked the night away!!! Later we shared a cab with Tony and Veronica and got home at 5AM!!!
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