MyFetishLife.net - The personal blog of fetish supermodel, Darenzia

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MyFetishLife.net is my personal blog about my day to day life and my adventures inside and outside of the world of fetish, kink, modeling and bdsm. It's intended for adults over the age of 18. If you are not 18+, you've got to get the hell out of here. If you are an adult, I hope you enjoy a peek into my private life. If you want to see more, like all of my photo shoots in latex, corsets, heavy rubber, expensive lingerie, vintage stockings, and super-high heels, you'll have to join my website, DARENZIA.NET. And PLEASE COMMENT! I love feedback!

Back in Business

Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 04:06 AM - Diary

I'll be back in business and caught up on things hopefully by the end of today. Thanks to everyone for their kind words and well-wishes :)

Photo: Vance
Clothing: Alexander McQueen denim frock coat & belt and Vex latex capris & gloves
Hair/Makeup: Alex LaMarsh

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Not around/avail until this Thurs.

Sunday, October 19, 2008, 06:19 PM - Diary

Due to a death in the family, I will not be online much or taking appointments/shooting until this Thursday. If you had something scheduled with me, I will email you about rescheduling shortly. Sorry for any inconvenience.

Darenzia.net Member's Gallery Update 10.14.08

Thursday, October 16, 2008, 03:10 PM - Members Updates

Here's a couple of previews from the October 14th gallery update to Darenzia.net! Members' only, of course! Click on the images to go directly to the gallery pages, and be sure to JOIN NOW so you don't miss all the good, totally uncensored stuff!

"Hot Pink & Blue #2" was shot by Sean McCall in Los Angeles on October 7th with makeup and hair by Jennifer Corona! Remember members' get photos that are 2xs the size as these previews (at least 1500 pixels on the long side, 1000 pixels in older sets...)

Darenzia.net Members' Gallery Update 10.09.08

Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 10:08 AM - Members Updates

Here's a couple of previews from the October 9th gallery update to Darenzia.net! Members' only, of course! Click on the images to go directly to the gallery pages, and be sure to JOIN NOW so you don't miss all the good, totally uncensored stuff!

"Hot Pink & Blue #1" was shot by Sean McCall in Los Angeles on October 7th with makeup and hair by Jennifer Corona! Remember members' get photos that are 2xs the size as these previews (at least 1500 pixels on the long side, 1000 pixels in older sets...)

Nursie

Monday, October 13, 2008, 08:37 PM - Diary

Taken last week.
Photo Karen Hsaio, Hair/MUA Jennifer Corona, Latex Vex, Eyepatch AMF

Suckage

Monday, October 13, 2008, 06:34 PM - Diary

Ugh, it sucks to be plagiarized. It sucks even more when it's from colleagues you trust and think you share a mutual respect with.

When writing my domination info page (currently the full info page is offline as I am not taking new subs in NYC at this time--and the current page is a placeholder until I have time to entertain new inquiries), I took a lot of time and put a lot of thought and passion into what I wrote, detailing my style of domination and what interests and excites me. It REALLY sucks to see some of my sentiments posted VERBATIM on another model/Domme's information page, EVEN if it's just small snippets of it. It sucks even harder when I see MY WORDS posted on the pages of someone I know and think we have mutual respect for each other. This is the 2nd time this has happened (that I know of) and it really fucking sucks. It makes my words begin to look like some trite commentary when it's been copy and pasted on several fetish model/Domme's sites. It completely devalues what, in truth, came from my heart, and when subs come to read the same writing over and over across several different sites by ladies they know collaborate together on occasion, it really makes it look like generic, insincere bdsm babble with no real thought behind it by the person who wrote it (or didn't).

When I first began to session, I had to overcome a lot of speculation and doubt about my abilities in the scene because I was first known as a fetish model and then I became a Dominatrix (after playing in my personal life for years). The fact that I don't do session videos with male slaves and I don't engage in very much "public" play, preferring more private scenarios or playing within my own personal circle socially, also added to the doubt. Many thought it was just a gimmick to parlay my little fame in that scene over into more BDSM endeavors. Over the past few years, I overcame that initial doubt and gained a reputation as a Domme who is sincere, trained, passionate, talented and not simply doing it as a fly-by-night whim that I had no real knowledge or care of. So to see other models turned Dommes take my words and post them on their sites, completely serves to destroy both my credibility and theirs. It does neither of us any good and it makes us all look like idiots just adding a whip to our latex ensembles to make a quick buck.

The first time it was actually with someone I'm very close with. I confronted her immediately when I discovered the forgery, which she admitted to. She's since changed it but there are still sections of it that are verbatim--a lot is simply paraphrased and changed a bit. I just went back and reviewed it. I don't know if I'm more sad or angry. I guess I should be flattered. For all I know this other girl found HER page and thought she was copying her. This time the taken material is not quite as blatant, but it's obviously cut-and-pasted from my pages as it has the same exact text and grammatical stylings as my writings (such as when I capitalize certain words for emphasis). These are talented and intelligent ladies and I don't understand why they'd underestimate the value of their own thoughts and words for someone else's. Both these women have a lot of knowledge of BDSM and experience, and that's what makes this so confusing and shocking. The first one I honestly think is possibly even more skilled and experienced than myself in several areas!!

It was really fun to read these words of mine on another model's page, with changes to the experience and pro lengths (thankfully taken down since initial posting):
Most people in the Fetish/BDSM world know me first as a fetish model, but don't let that fool you. I "look the part" but I also am a true fetishist with a decade of personal lifestyle experience and training, and have been a professional for over four years. My modes of play can range from light & playful to sadistic & severe. I greatly enjoy the psychological aspects of role-playing and power exchange. I will respect your limits, while expanding them through communication and intuition.

SO NOT COOL!!! I mean, a least ASK ME or fucking link me as your source. Fuck, when you have my phone number, is that really too much to ask?

I'm alive here in LA!

Monday, October 13, 2008, 04:47 PM - Diary

Sorry I've been scarce lately. Since I got here on the 3rd, I've literally been working/shooting/sessioning non-stop. I haven't even had a chance to go out at all. It's been fun though and I like it when I accomplish a lot when I'm here. When I'm not posting much here I do try to update my TWITTER account via my phone so you can spy on what I'm up to there.

I took today off since I needed a relaxation and catch up day. I had fancy plans to get up early and get to work on my site but when my alarm went off early and I looked at my email on my phone and saw an message from Atsuko Kudo telling me that the items I sent for alterations via priority mail A MONTH AGO never made it to them, I thought it best that I just go back to sleep. I'm not at home so I have no idea if I even have the receipt with my tracking #. Those are some of my most CHERISHED (and not to mention most $) pieces of latex I own. I seriously think I'm going to have a total mental breakdown if they are lost forever. I'm especially worried since I got an email today also from an auction winner in Germany that didn't get his items as well (I sent them on the same day). That doesn't fucking bode well at all. I sent like 20 packages that day, and I think the domestic ones all made it. Hopefully the shit is just stuck in customs. I think I'm gonna be sick. So basically this means that the outfit I wanted to wear for the Dallas Fetish Ball is MIA in addition to me totally destroying my show outfit on a shoot last week. The latex gods are frowning upon me.

Also, I haven't gotten laid in like a week in a half, yet I've been naked constantly and rolling around with hot chicks getting various parts of my body licked. I'm ready to kill or fuck anything. At this point I'm not really even sure of the difference. All I know is that 90% of my life seems to revolve around sexual situations, and being sex starved is not the kind of masochism I enjoy.

I'm sad 'cause Steenie and H are going away today until Thursday night, leaving me with the house to myself. I keep joking that I'm going to have a party while they're away. They both know that I'm too fucking lazy for those shenanigans and will probably just resume the same shoot, session, work, rinse, repeat I've been doing for the past 10 days.

I should be updating my site later and will try to blog a bit more about this week's activities. I think for now I'll just vent my frustrations at the gym.

Just so this entry is about more than just me bitching, here's some shots Steen took of me and Angela Ryan out in the desert yesterday and one from the day before. I'm glad I got to shoot with Angela since we haven't shot since her new boobies!! In the pic of me with the tub, the zipper on the skirt kept protruding out when I moved around or sat making it look like I either had a gut or a cock (this happens a lot with sturdy front zippers on latex). I can assure you I have neither. (although I have been known to strap the latter on!) The last 2 pics makeup on me was by Alex LaMarsh.

Here's a photo of me in my Alexander McQueen denim frock coat & belt and Vex capris shot by Vance earlier last week as well. I love mixing high fashion and other fabrics with latex. Hair/Makeup also by Alex LaMarsh:

A fan commented to me the other day that he thought my site was topless only. No way! It's TOTALLY vagtastic. Pussy galore! LOL! In the past, I suppose my work was tamer, but I seem to have a problem with keep myself clothed lately. So perhaps I should change my tagline to "Darenzia.net-come for the fancy clothes, stay for the fuckhole*".

*Fuckhole=inside joke, basically meaning my vagina.

I also have to note that I will have to come back to LA in December. I really am NOT looking forward to winter in NYC. I've been having problems with the chilly nights here so far so the thought of the NYC winter cold sends chills of fear down my spine. Why can't the best parts of NYC and LA meld into one perfect city?

Darenzia.net Members' Video Update 10.06.08

Thursday, October 9, 2008, 04:18 AM - Members Updates

I just wanted to make a quick post to let you guys know I added a new video to Darenzia.net on October 6th, I've just been so busy I haven't had much time to blog (more on that later)! Members' only, of course! Click on the screencap to go directly to the video pages, and be sure to JOIN NOW so you don't miss all the good stuff!

"Montreal Fetish Weekend Performance" was shot in August live at the event!

Darenzia.net Members' Gallery Update 10.03.08

Sunday, October 5, 2008, 05:51 AM - Members Updates

Here's a couple of previews from the October 3rd gallery update to Darenzia.net! Members' only, of course! Click on the images to go directly to the gallery pages, and be sure to JOIN NOW so you don't miss all the good, totally uncensored stuff!

"Kitchen Confidential" was shot by Christine Kessler in Los Angeles this June and features Jade Indica! Remember members' get photos that are 2xs the size as these previews (at least 1500 pixels on the long side, 1000 pixels in older sets...)

Also the cherry lingerie I'm wearing in this photoset is up for auction on AbiBids.com with a bunch of other naughty personal items from my photoshoots and wardrobe!

I'm in LA until 10/17!

Saturday, October 4, 2008, 05:52 AM - Diary

I arrived in Los Angeles this afternoon and will be here for 2 weeks, shooting, sessioning and cavorting! Interesting blog entries about my escapades here should follow shortly--plus I have some blogging from last week to catch up on since I've been a little lax with the words here...but hey--I've been posting photos--and you guys LOOOVE photos!

Well, it's time to turn in and get some beauty rest for my shoot with Steen tomorrow and the gorgeous Jade Vixen. Jade and I have been trying to shoot together FOREVER and it's finally happening! We're both connoisseurs of fine latex, footwear and lingerie and have matching curves, so I expect you'll be pleased with the results!

Then in the evening, we'll be meeting up with Emily Marilyn, Angela Ryan, Anastasia Pierce and a few other friends for an official girl's night out! Hollywood beware!

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